everything around me is just dropping like flies.
best friends are in jail
best friends are hospitalized
best friends are gone
i never htink i can be broken down anymore
but everyday i am
you cause me to feel like shit
and the more you make me feel this way
the more ill want to stay away from you
i hate you
and im lonely
and i hate that too
i hate everything
im always stuck alone and bored with nothing to do
because everything i do is wrong
i dont want you
i need you
but your a dick
so fuck you
and you
you are a person of no substance
when i look at your face
i think
“herp derp dee da dee”
lol sad but true
and you
i think your strange
so go away
and you
need to get off my ass
i dont need a damn baby sitter to always wonder what im doing
im nto going to give you a play by play
i might run you over though
i just want to sit around and make things and be alone an listen to music
and everyone
can
suck
my
dick
oh oh please
for the love of god
dont break my heart
this is an overwhelming fear
dont hurt me
im hurt enough
you dont know how broken i am
i am unfixable
but i want you
i need you
but all people do is hurt me
why do i wear my heart on my sleeve
i dont care if you disagree with the way i live because i love it
im never gonna give up i just want you to get it
everyday i get closer to myself
closer to who i want to be
who i strive to be everyday
i dont care if you dont want me that way
i dont care if you dont like me that way
i am what i am and i love it and you cant do anything about it
and hopefully i will have my missing piece soon.
i dreamt i was dead
i dreamt i was dead
i dreamt i was dead
and my soul was sold to keep me thinking i was alive
my soul was sold
my soul was sold
there was no changing it
why do i deny myself of who really loves me
what do i see in this new nigga
a cute face thats about it
why do i care so much
i know who loves me for me
so why am i running for someone
who probably doesnt give two shits
your just blind
your what i could never find
its too bad
you dont know what you had
i fight for you
but what will you do
leave my out to dry
your lucky i dont cry
i love you fucking idiot
your the one that did it
who are you to do this to me
dont you know how bad i want a we
why do i put myself through this
all over a stupid desired kiss
i love you
sleep is indeed for the weak
pick and choose
pick and choose
see how hard this is
when you walk in my shoes
you leave me feeling used
and now im stuck really confused
youve never been in love
it sucks because you were sent from above
why do you do this
because its your face that i miss
leaving me hanging by a string
you wouldnt know anything about this love thing
i sit and wait
let out the hate
crave the night
and someone to hold me tight
so i dont fight alone
in this sad excuse of a home
i try too hard
and let down my guard
but for what
nothing more than open cuts
im stubborn like a pixi
and i dont want anyone to fix me
thirsty like a vampire
but these wishes of mine will never retire
what i want will not rest
but you force down my throat a vicious test
of tolerance and time
cant you just be mine
its too much to ask
i dont want to lose my grasp
with lack of love
i push and shove
what am i to do
i dont like being without you
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